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The mind wanders My heart lingers

Eating hearts, take heart

” Phoebe, You’re gaining weight”. “Hey babe, my jeans don’t fit any more”. “Oh My Gosh Phoebe you are fat!” ” WOw, i had no idea that you had hips, and your stomach, you never had a stomach?” “Phoebe you’re fat”. “You’re fat Phoebe”. “Phoebe have you noticed that you’re growing fat”. Alright!Enough with you…

Frozen Stills

There is way too much imagery Everyone is taking photographs of everything. ……………….most of it says/tells nothing. It is simply a visual attack

scales for hearts

He lost love The word Now he labors In a search for this Emotion In her, in him. The urge to revive That warmth, the heat, True laughter, I love you In her, in him For us With no myths to dispel Words disappear Emoticons Hand-drawn, digitized Reappear Xoxox ❤ ❤  🙂 ((( )))…

Don’t Change the Date

These songs I wrote all of them inside my head. written in verse like prose word to word I qualified them pretty smooth Sunday morning smooth… summer hangover-love-making-like melodies Afloat plane, sitting on clouds I air out my mind. Shapeless foam, one after the other, disengaging, disappearing into each other, emerging parts from the whole,…

Close your eyes. Open my mouth

lessons or rather ‘things’ I have  learn’t in my very late 20’s      People’s disappointment that I am not exactly as young as (I look) their idea of what my age shld be  Cravings are for people with very little to worry about The visa (acquisition) process is not something i will ever get good…

the walls are too thin, i can hear them three rooms away

a door opens a woman speaks a room fills up whats all this yellow. what is the meaning of this the man stands still, silent, in a corner chosen for him by the girl with lips well etched into smile.   how kind is everyone! they say hello they give you a piece of paper, and a…

The Generator Hums

sitting sipping glass, hand holding, clinching watching, viewing, observing, my voice growing louder, thinning, high pitched these stories, tales, my fears, am revealing unveiling myths, what’s familiar emotional drainage tell all before it retreats right back inside full- full… it’s all there inside my head, my heart, my blood stream it bloats, it hurts, it…

Oh! Piss Off

today I am with you my mind recalls you your face shaggy hair sky grey eyes – uncanny your voice house smells your music laughter obscenities today i am with him sunlight sipping in warmth sinking memories living the now yet you are here with me today

All is now

Tomorrow is tomorrow is tomorrow is tomorrow and then suddenly It isn’t.     Good bye, Andy Cameroon You did fight a good fight

wholly crack

Oh come float to me Blow me winds winds I’ve lost in a spell of my ‘mind peace’ Oh come bring with you blunt chain saws dig a hole in this skull disperse my mind into fragments of settled confusions come oh dear come to me wheel me me to the chaotic noises All noises…

Hey fancy pants :(

Tomorrow is the last saturday of the month. I will spend my early morning doing community service “for me and my country”. It’s Umaganda day… I would like to say that am bummed out about it- but somehow I know that aside from waking up at 6am – which if my cough doesn’t ease, will…