last night i cried. I cried for him, i cried for myself…
it isn’t that am losing a friend, even when thats the most i mumbled whilst the groans escaped,
it is that when they are not close by, when you cannot walk past their house and cry out their names…scaring the elderly woman on the balcony above…
when you cant send an instant chat demanding; lets have a spritz tonight…it does feel like you are losing them.
even when you know enough well, that they likely will stay your friends for ever.
ps. this post is not a love note … well; i guess this footnote wasn’t necessary.
AND THATS MY TRIBUTE
-Earth Crys. still
7 responses so far ↓
serakelz // July 8, 2009 at 11:22 am |
is this about MJ???? coz im sure he wasnt ur frend!!!!!!!!!
mphoebe // July 8, 2009 at 2:56 pm |
lol; this is definitely about doing two things at the same time, in the same space
esquire of the mountain // July 8, 2009 at 2:31 pm |
you were not alone in the tears…tribute after tribute, right after i fought the tears from the last person, another one brought a fresh set of tears…oh sadness…
DoomsDay // July 9, 2009 at 5:09 am |
Tell them it’s human nature He’s gone too soon
Sibo // July 9, 2009 at 9:25 am |
this post is not a love note….lol!!!!
RIP MJ
mphoebe // September 29, 2009 at 5:04 pm |
again, I cried
not just for her
not just for him, no.
not for him
I cried for us
for myself and him and her
the three wet cats in the passageway
when did we get to this
dissolved, non existent, fictional
especially amongst ourselves
and with ourselves
how does beautiful brick wall consume one- absolutely
is it the round circles there in or the cold pillars
on which we’ve accustomed to hold
I cried about the pettiness of the little loves
which crawls to the margins of preposterous,
beyond imagined controls
I cried about the selfish abandons
the care- less-ness
which we confess but can never attest to
I cried. unemotionally
I cried because I was enraged
___________________for us and them
us the wet cats
them the cold pillars
the brick wall stands
and so should we; forgingly
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